Loser.

 As of today, (Dec 19) life hasn't been so good to me.

Well, its me. Obviously.

An overthinker, a loser.

I couldn't help but feel and think that I'm not going anywhere.

I've been diverting my attention towards things I can control but the things I can't control just won't stop barging in my head.

Why am I not worthy of the love that everyone else receives? Why am I stuck where I'm at? Why do I look like this? Why do I feel this way?

I just hope all of these feelings will go by soon. I want to be free.

Love, MNN.